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to lie without fear
disenchanted sunrises
Created on 2004-01-24 21:28:36 (#1994534), last updated 2009-03-29
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| Name: | do_i_do |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1985-06-05 |
| Location: | (states/regions/territories) |
| Website: | waves of silence |








FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ITS FALLING AWAY AND I DON'T CARE ANYMORE I'M JUST TO FUCKED UP TO.

OH MY BEAUTIFUL LIAR OH MY PRECIOUS WHORE, MY DISEASE MY INFECTION!
"Wish"
this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to

bROKEN bRUIsED forGOTTEN sOrE POISONED TO MY ROTTEN CORE TOO FUCKED UP TO CARE ANYMORE
Torn between the choices
I should have listened to the voices
Should have rested and found a comfortable place
But instead i was deceived and illusions are what i still chase
Fairytale endings are for Disney
I believe in infinite misery


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